Until Forever.

Friday, September 29, 2006

im feeling damn shag now.hahas.coz had gp and econs today.gawd the number of essays i had to write was like so much la.my hand nearly broke.i could really feel that tense feeling on my arm already.

but anyways its 3 papers down!yeah!! haha.

well.i thought both papers were ok..but i hope it is.esp.econs.well i didnt finish it..but i really need it as one of my h2 sub to get promoted.if nt i die!

felt a little demoralised after the econs paper coz firstly, i didnt finish it.secondly, i didnt really have the time to think through the qns so i just wrote whatever i thought of.n im scared that i wrote out of context.
sighs.im really damn worried coz i dun wanna retain.dun wanna be alone.
have to work really hard for chem now.i really hope i wun get a mental block like what happened for CT.

To my dearest frens-
dun worry too much.i have confidence tt u'll will get promoted=) tts because i saw u'll work hard=)
anyways jia you! and study hard!

the fear of uncertainty is killing me.

Last Updated @ Friday, September 29, 2006

Monday, September 25, 2006

I LOST MY HANDPHONE!! arrgh!lost it on tt 197 bus.!n sumone has already stolen it coz when i called my fone,it was off. (i hope that person who took it, out of bad intentions to fall n break his leg!)ok,i noe tts damn mean.but im missing my fone so bad.i seriously cant live without it! all my contacts....n my fav game,hamster box.haha.gone!
haiz.damn sad la.but then mayb its all fated coz its time to change my fone anyways n i left the bus without checking my sit which i usually would.=(
so, yups im gonna get a new fone=) still dunno what to get yet. perhaps its a blessing in disguise=x

ok,enuf of my fone.

my pw grp is kinda screwd now.there's some tension.but i hope it'll get better=)
n..my class too.

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promos are coming, friday its econs and gp already.
im damn scared,really.
im scared i'll retain.
my only wish now is to get promoted,nvm the results.

anyway, have been studying wif classmates during the wkends=)
hope all of u'll will do well and all get promoted to J2!im sure u guys can do it!

i cant be bothered anymore.coz its tiring.moreover, promos are coming.
if this is the way u want it to be.there's nth we can do.

im nt gonna pretend that nth has happened or tt u have said nth.
coz the truth is tt u did.
i did feel disgusted.n still am.
n so.to stop deceiving myself, im doing what i think is right.
but still.im sorry.

Last Updated @ Monday, September 25, 2006

Wednesday, September 20, 2006

chinese promo is finally over.one down now.
ok,today is really a very suayyy day.the chi exam was about to start so me and su zhen went to the locker to get our dictionaries but when we opened it, it was empty. so su zhen called jia lin to check if our dictionaries are with her and it was. but the thing is jia lin din noe tt i left my dictionary in the locker too, so they lent it to some guy coz they tot it was extra-dun worry it's nt ur fault=).
so it ended up tt me and jia lin din have a dictionary and the exam was like starting! i swear i was damn panicky coz i knew i needed my dict. if nt i cant write! so me, jia lin and su zhen ran out of the hall, k was ps.hah.went to sheryl's locker to get the extra dict. but we couldnt open it.
so really really fortunately, this guy frm the 'bao xiao xin ren wang' had 2 extra dict. thanks a lot!
it was so suay la.haha.so when i finally sat down to start, my mind was totally in a whirl. but luckily i managed to calm down fast.=)

after tt, met up wif jiayi, shiya and keli.=> we went to t-mart mac to eat.its been quite a while since the 4 of us actually sat down to tok.so we did some catch up and then went home.

oh ya keli likes the song ' ting ma ma de hua' too!!
its really nice.=)

Love is like a cigarette.
It sparks alive with passion, sucks the life out of you and extinguishes in due time.

Last Updated @ Wednesday, September 20, 2006

Friday, September 15, 2006

im down wif FLU! rahs. i dread having flu the most cos it just keeps running without stopping.arrgh.it must be the rain.stupid rain.make me catch a cold.worst of all is..the weather is sooo cold that keeps making me sneeze and my nose run more.
anyways, had chem test today,i thought it was alright,well i hope it really is alright.hahs.=X coz i studied for it!

sth random.
i love tennis! tennis is fun! but i have to admitt it is very hard to play but still it is fun.lalalas.=) but so sad dunno if there is still SPE nxt wed.

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im getting really worried,
worried if i can make it to the next step.
maths-im trying to understand, practice..but still..
chem-hoping for the best
econs-unpredictable
phy-have to study and prac more.

there's still so much to do,but yet not much time left to spare.
really dun want to disappoint my parents but i dunno y the drive that i used to have seem to be gone.
just what am i to do?

Last Updated @ Friday, September 15, 2006

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

ended skool early today coz maths teacher shifted our lessons to fri=)
yups, so went to t-mall after skool wif cheryl,zhi yi, ws,gerald,jr and yj to eat. actually, we wanted to eat teppanyaki but ended up eating at central.
food was alrights, but the drink-ribena soda.sounds nice rite? well..its quite nice but its kinda like drinking normal ribena..and it costs $3.50! lucky shared the drink wif cheryl and zy.hah. oh ya.swenson came n joined us to eat.
after eating started toking.haha..we were thinking of what animal each of us in our class look like.lols.it was very farnie.our class can be an animal farm man.lmao. yup. tts all.

oh ya im so disgusted wif u..arrgh..childish!

Last Updated @ Wednesday, September 13, 2006

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

nth much today, had lessons, skipped chi. ended up talking to cheryl and su zhen in the canteen.=)
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alrights, i seriously dunno what's goin on wif me.
everything seems so weird, totally hate it.
tt distant feeling.gosh.

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Last Updated @ Tuesday, September 12, 2006

Saturday, September 09, 2006

went out wif family today to centrepoint. went to thin my hair => n no layering..haha..if not i'll have probs tying my hair again..lols.
after tt had dinner at some la mian restaurant..food was good! hahas. okay..daddy says his gonna give me a treat to make up for my bdae..but cant really decide coz there's so much to choose frm!

alrights. tts all for now..i gtg.

public affair.=)

Last Updated @ Saturday, September 09, 2006

Friday, September 08, 2006

Happy Birthday Jia Lin!
went to have k-lunch at marina sq today to celebrate jia lin's bdae=) there were abt 9 of us i think..ya..its 9. ok,it was fun to have everyone sing their hearts out together.hah.n..cheryl was high.lols! i'll try to get the pics x). so we sang till 2 then went to the arcade to play daytona n others. damn fun la! hahas.
well, after tt we went to macs n started playing 7-up coz we couldnt finish the cake. (06s27- we can play this during our chalet.=D)
but we left after a while coz cheryl and kim yip gtg, so the remaining of us, yj,ws,gerald and me went to mos burger to eat.

ok, i din regret coming out coz..it made my sore throat and flu better haha.like its almost gone. lols.
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im feeling scared and guilty now.
i havent been studying hard which i should have.
i dunno why, but i just cant find the mood to, feeling very restless nowadays.
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Superman-Five for fighting

I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
I’m just out to find
The better part of me

I’m more than a bird...i’m more than a plane
More than some pretty face beside a train
It’s not easy to be me

Wish that I could cry
Fall upon my knees
Find a way to lie
About a home I’ll never see

It may sound absurd...but don’t be naive
Even heroes have the right to bleed
I may be disturbed...but won’t you concede
Even heroes have the right to dream
It’s not easy to be me

Up, up and away...away from me
It’s all right...you can all sleep sound tonight
I’m not crazy...or anything...

I can’t stand to fly
I’m not that naive
Men weren’t meant to ride
With clouds between their knees

I’m only a man in a silly red sheet
Digging for kryptonite on this one way street
Only a man in a funny red sheet
Looking for special things inside of me
Inside of me
Inside me
Yeah, inside me
Inside of me

I’m only a man
In a funny red sheet
I’m only a man
Looking for a dream

I’m only a man
In a funny red sheet
And it’s not easy, hmmm, hmmm, hmmm...

Its not easy to be me

Last Updated @ Friday, September 08, 2006

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

im finally 17! haha.
went to amara hotel ystd wif family to have international buffet! food there was heavenly! i really find buffets very worth it coz u get to eat so much seafood and desserts.
there was cod fish(my fav!), raw salmon,lobsters,prawns,mussels,oysters n a lot more..haha..it was good stuff.hehs.
oh, the desserts! there were sooo many varieties from puddings to cheesecakes to mousse, so yummy! lols. i think i tried all haha..wif the help of daddy=) the desserts made me damn full.
in addition to all this, we only had to pay a price of 2! its damn worth it la.lols. well, they were having some promotion n yup we're lucky=)
n..mummy bought me 3 shirts and a bouquet of flowers! so nice la and daddy gave me chocs, my favourite!

well, havent really been studying so, its time to start!
guess i'll be studying the whole day today.

Last Updated @ Wednesday, September 06, 2006

Tuesday, September 05, 2006

Happy Birthday Yong Jie!
ok,its supposed to be ystd but i was too tired to blog.=D
had chem lesson ystd for 2hrs but it was kinda fruitful coz i paid full attention=) i have to really start bucking up already..
after lessons, went to tm wif cheryl,yong jie,wei siew and kim yip.but kim yip left after a while coz we decided to have lunch at cafe cartel=) had seafood macaroni.it was niccceeee! lols.oh ya, we met jinbo,sam and bi jun there too. well, that was the first half of my day=)

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now, for the 2nd part of my day=)
celebrated my bdae with the EMINENTS!
shiya brought us to this cafe called Miss Clarity(cute eh?)for dinner..its had to service charge and GST..haha..ok i noe i sound budget but it was much easier for us when paying the bill..
oh ya, thanks all for the tiramisu cake..hahs..it really is my fav type of cake=) but so sry i couldnt finish it..n..n..the presents! do u all noe why i managed to guess them correctly? tts becoz these are the things i wanted to get! a bag and a wallet! haha..
really love the presents! its very nice my mum loves it too haha.she said u guys have great taste! flattered? lols.
well, we took quite a few pics but i havent learnt how to upload them haha.so anyways tts all for ystd.
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will be celebrating wif my family later=) at Amara hotel.heez.for buffet. my mum has this privilege card or sth so there's discounts=) gawd i cant wait!! i lovvveee buffets!
will update more later.tata!

Last Updated @ Tuesday, September 05, 2006

Sunday, September 03, 2006

THANKS 06S27! LOVE YA'LL LOTS!
my classmates celebrated yongjie, jialin, jinbo and my birthday today=)
i had ice cream cake at swensons! it was niceee=) hah. in addition, there were a few of the staff members who joined us in singing the bdae song.
after tt, we headed to marina bay for steamboat! but too bad gerald, jinbo and cheryl had to leave early..
but anyways, ate quiet a bit. we had crab(it was good), cockles, mussels,scallop,prawns(it's very sweet, fresh),catfish! and the usual stuff like pork..bla bla bla.. god, food was nice.
later, after eating, we went to sing post's mac to gossip.haha! my class really like gossiping but anyway its a form of bonding so it dosent really matter. =)
cabbed home with ky and jr. im damn tired now, but still have chem tutorial to do coz there's lessons tmr.
okay,i'll end here now. n,thanks people for the cake n all. really had fun today=) loves!

Last Updated @ Sunday, September 03, 2006

Saturday, September 02, 2006

2 more days and im 17!!

time really passes very fast, promos are nearing, another year is gonna fly past just like that,* snap*.
well,nth much happened today,stayed at hm to study=) then went to parkway with dear mummy to do some shopping.=>

i'll be going out tmr to meet up wif classmates n steamboat in the evening!

i can't wait to be 17!

Last Updated @ Saturday, September 02, 2006