Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Happy Halloween!! tmr's pw dry run.gotta slp.bye.
Last Updated @ Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Saturday, October 28, 2006
i think mandarin gardens is damn happening.haha.went to celebrate halloween downstairs with neighbours.=)and we went trick or treating! lols. i noe its for small kids. but its fun la.haha.we were supposed to pay $3 in order to be a part of this.but we just crashed in.like always=) lols.yup..visited houses.were all pretty scary coz they decorated the whole place with cotton wools and black garbage bags and skeletons..so its like the moment the lift opened..its all dark and creepy and quiet. its really very scary coz..we were afraid tt someone would jump out and scare us suddenly like wad happened last yr.haha!but there was this particular hse tt was really scary. i think i screamed all the way goin in and out.haha. they only allowed 3 ppl in the hse at one time.and the whole hse was pitched dark.couldnt see a thing la.LOLS. and then hands started coming out from the bottom and grabbing my legs..then touching my hair.lols.pulled germaine's shirt like mad! hah.oh ya..then there's this lady..siting at a corner..the place where we have to stretch out hands to take a swt. she was talking in a really deep tone.'come here.get ur swts'repeating tt many times.haha.freaky!yup..went to germaine's hse after tt to help her dress up for her party=)alrights tts all. bye/.
Last Updated @ Saturday, October 28, 2006
first and foremost, i am PROMOTED!!! and its nt conditional=) thurs was like the happiest day ever. jr,farhanah,sze ling and i went to meet ms peh early in the morning outside the staff room. then she said..u are promoted, like everyone esle,nt conditional. i remembered that i kept saying yeah! haha. its really a surprise coz i nv thought they would promote me just like tt.well.got my cert tt day too.results were nt very gd.obviously.hah:/and they pulled up my chem marks to a pass..no wonder im promoted.=)had a little class chat with ms peh too.we shld have more of this!went to ms after tt with the usual class ppl.cheryl,sheryl,zhiyi,jialin,jin rong,wei siew,kim yip,yong jie and darren. yupyup. went to watch the PRESTIGE.its really a good show.its about two magicians sabotaging one another. the way they do it is really smart. just when u thought u have figured it out.another thing pops up.it makes u feel smart after watching it.haha! =>its really a good movie. should catch it.after tt went to blk 85 to eat with sheryl,yj,ws and ky.had bbq stingray!! very nice!! but damn spicy.hah.mayb its coz i dun really take chilli. hehs.i have read and heard wad u said.all i can say is all these things have past.have to move on.its the present, now tt is important.so for now. i just hope that everything will be better.
Last Updated @ Saturday, October 28, 2006
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
im promoted!! yeah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but i still have to pass two tests at the beginning of nxt yr..if nt-retained.
have to study really hard this nov/dec hols.=)
mum was very happy.lols.
but dad was such a wet blanket.he said,'there's still a probability tt u'll retain.what if u pass one and fail the other?'
my mood immediately went from up there to down there.
but still.dad is nt wrong la.just warning me not to be over-confident.geez.
but..there's bad news. ms peh would not be moving up with us.
she'll be 'retained' in JC1.coz she say she's still new.and she dosent have enuff confidence to teach J2.=(
really hoped tt she could move up with us..coz..she's one of the most patient, understanding, caring teacher i have ever meant.
she's always giving us her full support. ms peh rocks!! hahs.
had my dry run for op ystd.wasnt very good.coz i still had to refer to my scipt most of the time. tts the result of not enuf prac.=)
oh.before i forget.
SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!.
no skool today.stayed hm the whole dayyyyy.
i swear i was rotting infront of the tv.
was supposed to go out but cancelled. :/
anyways...i am super SIANS now!!!
worst of all..sth happened to the broadcasting of 'yu le bai fen bai' and it stopped for one episode. how great.
boredom is killing me!!!! ahhhh.rahsssssss.
oh btw. i just had the nicest 'tou sa bing' ever!
totally diff frm the usual ones.
its frm balestier=)
procrastinating only results in 'if only'
Last Updated @ Tuesday, October 24, 2006
Sunday, October 22, 2006
finished my slides for op ystd=) and today the script.just went through it. i think tmr would just be like an outline of what our op will be like coz..many things not added in yet like pics and videos. but.the 2nd dry run would be impt!went to eat sakae sushi today at parkway with family=) sunday's a family day ya noe.hahs. yup.ate quite a lot today. and..i think im seriously getting FAT!!! i have been eating a lot of ice-creams, fried food and all sorts of junk lately. and i cant go on a diet.coz i get tempted very easily.rahs. watched 'wo de ye man nu jia jiao' just now. was quite funny.the typical type of korean show. im starting to feel that koreans are violent.haha! esp. the women.super violent! alrights. im getting tired now. but before i go.im washing my hands off it.period.bye.
Last Updated @ Sunday, October 22, 2006
Friday, October 20, 2006
skipped chinese today and went to aston at katong for western food with the usual class ppl.food was not bad but their service sucks la.really.slow and deaf.gawd.eating their can make my blood boil.haha.but luckily their food nice. if nt they shld just close down.hehs.after tt cabbed to kuan's hse with ws and anna.MAHJONG-ED.haha.it was fun la.=)but we got sian of it after a while and started playing cards.played different types of card games but they din want to play heart attack until we ran out of things to play. HEART ATTACK was fun.laughed a lot. see..we shld have played earlier!and anna kept getting whacked.hahahaha!!and ws getting hit 3 times by each of us.lmao!left at abt 8 coz ws had to go.=)ws we are still waiting!! haha!
Last Updated @ Friday, October 20, 2006
Thursday, October 19, 2006
Last Updated @ Thursday, October 19, 2006
havent been blogging for 5 days.coz if isketch then after WR.hah. isketch really is addictive! anyway im soooooo glad WR is over forever! i nearly died during the process.hah.
many things happened during this 5 days. shall list them out now.
tues(17/10)
i think i am damn suay nowadays.something happened to me that day.and it was super embarassing.stained my skirt.hehs.and its a lot!!
well..luckily pei si saw it and faster help me cover. Nevertheless, i wanna thank you=) coz if nt.god noes wad will happen.lols.
at that very point in time,
i seriously thought that there was hope,
i really wanted to be like before,
i was even glad that it happened,
but.... wed(18/10)
had this fairwell celebration for our principal mrs goh today. omg.i think i was damn stupid to even go la.it was a total waste of time.shld have sneaked out earlier n joined sy n jy to tm.
anyway had volleyball training!! trainings have finally resumed.yes finally! i really need to exercise.havent been exercising for a long time.n im getting fat!
weather was gd too.haze wasnt bad.=)
ok,i overheard sth ystd.
i could have just stayed inside n let u continue talking.
but i didnt.
din see the pt in listening.
felt disgusted n disappointed at the same time.
so,can i say that u have been putting a fake front?
i seriously thought things were getting better.
why did i have to hear it.
arrgh!
i really dunno what is it that ur still pissed off abt.
we did try to salvage things.
but what abt you?
why is it all our fault?
dont u think u have any faults too?
i dun understand. i really dont.
anyway.i give up.
i'll just let nature take its place.
i feel better now. i had to let it out.
Last Updated @ Thursday, October 19, 2006
Friday, October 13, 2006
Got back my results for chem,gp n chinese ystd.
i subpassed chem n gp,passed chinese.
this means tt i did not meet the promotion criteria.
sorry people,have been very emo nowadays. i tried not thinking about it.but i'll start thinking about it when im alone.
promoting really means a lot to me.
i told my mum bout my results..she wasnt angry but just said hope for the best n that she'll pray for me. i can see that she is disappointed..i'd rather her scold me or sth..it makes me feel really bad n horrible.
seeing her not being able to slp well at night makes me guilty. really hate myself! if only i worked harder.but its too late already.
talked to ms peh today..became emo again while talking.
she said that in her opinion i stand a high chance.but still nth is confirmed n it is a case by case basis.
but still, i want to thank you for listening to me..n helping me out as well.
thanks a lot! it really means a llloooott to me.=)
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went to jalan kayu-dunno how to spell.
somewhere near seletar camp with su zhen,jia lin, ws,yj,jr n ky.
we had prata n indian rojak!!
food was nice! it was my first time eating indian rojak.hah.i noe a bit slow.but i enjoyed it anyways. prata was nice too=) the 3 of us gals shared tissue, egg n onion prata. was yummy! hehs.
after eating, dunno why.had a very bad stomachache.luckily there was a toilet.lols.
oh ya. cats! jia lin n su zhen are damn scared of cats. n i mean really.haha.
coz there happened to be a cat. n it came under the table n brushed across jl's leg. omg! she screamed very loudly! followed by su zhen. haha. i swear my heart stopped for a moment coz i thought what happened.haha.
so we talked for a while.then bused back.was a very looonnnggg journey back.
but still.enjoyed myself today=)
Last Updated @ Friday, October 13, 2006
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
today is such a horrible day. got back some of our papers today.econs,maths n phy.i failed maths n phy.this means i need chem to get promoted. people have been telling me tt its hard to get retained in tpjc.but what if i dun do well for the conditional tests? was kinda emo today.sorry.i just couldnt hold back my tears anymore.the stress,pressure,jitters,fear and all were building up. n i just had to let it out..coz i felt horrible. the worst part was when i thought i failed econs as well...my heart sank..felt disappointed, lost. thanks su zhen for being there=) lending me ur shoulder=) loves!to my frens n sisters-thanks for being there.encouraging me.n supporting me.assuring me tt it will be alright. i really thank u all.coz its just a very bad feeling la.n those who din do as well.dun worry. u guys will get promoted.there are still conditional tests n moderations.=) i have faith in u all!i hope chem will be ok tmr. =xoh yeah.took some pics during break.i'll upload it nxt time after cheryl sends it to me.=pwell...its SU ZHEN'S BIRTHDAY tmr..lols. k..abit random.well..good luck to all tmr n to me.byes.
Last Updated @ Wednesday, October 11, 2006
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
went to sentosa today wif jiayi, keli,jia hui, zhe mingn zhi hao. played beach volleyball!! haha.
its been such a long time since i played volleyball coz of promos then training stopped.
played cards too.the asshole dai dee game. gawd i was stuck at the asshole position frm the beginning to the END! yes till the end!
was damn sian.i tot i could move up but i didnt.haha.
went to ws's later to play mahjong! haha.wif sheryl n zhiyi.anna left so fast la.lols.
i lost $1.40-still ok la.haha.
n zy the overall winner.im gonna win it all back man! hehhehs.
tmr is the day.
the results are gonna be out.
my fate is like sealed already.
geez..im seriously damn scared.
will be collecting 2 h2 papers tmr.which is nt gd.
im just scared la.ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
results dun matter anymore.
i just want to PROMOTE TO J2.!
Last Updated @ Tuesday, October 10, 2006
Last Updated @ Tuesday, October 10, 2006
Friday, October 06, 2006
Happy Mooncake Festival!!!
met up wif the usual class ppl for dinner at pasir ris. wanted to eat at fisherman's village but heard tt its ex. so we ended up eating at sakae sushi=) oh ya.n the place we sat was so japanese! haha.have nv seen such seats at other sakae sushi outlets. its like those where u have to kneel down to eat..but we din la..haha..obviously.wait later get cramps.hah.
after eating, went to pasir ris park to 'ti deng long' lols. but it ended up with su zhen and zhiyi carrying the lanterns.so we walked n talked until we finally decided on a place to sit.
the funny part-
cheryl started having the feeling of ants bite and felt uncomfortable.soon after, wei siew felt the same way too. their expressions were damn farnie.haha! then all of a sudden cheryl screamed . n realised tt there were those small crabs..lols. n worst of all dead ones with a lot of ants..haha..so there were like sitting on it..ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
so we changed spots.played true or dare.haha!
yongjie's dare was soooooooooooooo farnie! laughed till peng!
he was supposed to rub his nose against wei siew's LOLS!.
wei siew was damn on.hah.
then..thanks to su zhen's push on yj's head, they did it! haha.
gawd.was so gross! lmao.
cabbed back with ws,jr n yj.
so tired now. so byeeee. cuttiiee=)
Last Updated @ Friday, October 06, 2006
met jiayi ystd to House of bread to find keli. =)
i think i ate alloott ystd.haha.like every moment im eating.=D
oh ya.we ended up having a feast there. gawd the cakes, cookies, sandwiches there are sooo nice!! keli made a sandwich for me(chicken mayo) lols. was very nice too! but its just tt when it came to the second one, it became a little too sour.coz keli said for today's ingredient, they added too much lime.hah.but anyways it was still delicious.yummy!
n..jiayi managed to apply for this job in HOUSE OF BREAD!! (i think u can get it la.coz ur like one of the first.lols.) i wan oso..but..feel like using this hol. to catch up on studies. if nt its really a very nice place to work in. can get to learn so much things.! x)
yup.went to keli's hse later..she just shifted to bedok. =) if only shiya stays someone here to..like marine parade or bedok..then the 4 of us wld be staying so close to each other.hahs./
anyways. shiya came later.then did some girl talkings n fotos.=) ok, i'll upload them when i've learnt how to.coz as u can see my blog is still nt quite done.
after tt met up wif jy's cell grp to have dinner at blk 85. STINGRAY was so nice!! but damn spicy..couldnt really take it. so ended up only eating a little. wad a pity.=x
after tt, we went to a playground nearby to celebrate mooncake festival.haha. the playground was very quiet n peaceful.and so. the 4 of us lit up an area n started having our girl's talk again=) really like talking to them. makes me feel at ease.hah.
oh ya.had mooncake too. n there's this tiramisu mooncake shoufu brought was kinda special but then tasted just like coffee mooncake.LOLS! i think u gt cheated la.haha.
yup.so tt was ystd=)
Last Updated @ Friday, October 06, 2006
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
Promos are finally finally over!!!
I have been waiting for this day for like soooo long!
but then im still damn scared i'll retain coz i dun really have confidence in any of the papers which is nooo gd.=(
i have thought about what i'll do if i really retain(touch wood), maybe i'll go poly. but then i would be reluctant to coz poly isnt the route that i really want to go to n besides, i really dunno what course do i wanna do.
Yet again,sometimes i wonder if the JC route is really suitable for me.
anyways.shant talk abt this anymore.it just stresses me out.
its time to PARTY!!! haha. yea!! im happy!!
went to have lunch with classmates after maths paper.
after that me,zhiyi,cheryl n jia lin went to bugis to shop!! gosh.its been such a long time since i did any shopping.=)
yups.n im very happy! coz i bought stuff.it wasnt just window shopping.=D i bought earrings! 4pairs! n a pencil case cum clutch.actually i wanted to buy more stuff but i was broke.so cant buy=X
later on we went to marina sq. walked ard. then sat at macs to eat n talk.
so.today was a fun day.hehs.havent laughed so much for quite a while. thanks to all the exams.
LOVE U GIRLS!! =D
i cant wait for all the shoppings n outings to come! x)
Last Updated @ Wednesday, October 04, 2006
