Until Forever.

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

ECONS ECONS ECONS.
there's econs test tmr.
the graphs are making my eyes damn tired.
totally taxing man.

anddd i havent gone thru those long qns. how great. coz i think those are the types coming out tmr.
well i did but it was few weeks ago.
so im kinda assuming that i still rmb them. haha.
coz it's damn sian to go thru it all over agn!
damn tedious!

but guess i have no choice to read it thru later.

I NEED MORE MOTIVATION MAN.
IT'S DEPLETING.

Lately, I've been such a distracted person.
i cant seem to focus on that one thing im doing.
very irritable.
i dunno why too.
im so sorry especially to the people at home. haha.
give me a little more time.

Last Updated @ Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

"Yesterday"

I just cant believe your gone, still waitin for mornin to come, when i see if the sun will
rise,in the way that your by my side, oooo when we had so much in store, tell me what is it im reaching for, when we're through building memories il hold yesterday in my heart, in my heart .

[Chorus]
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made, they can take the music that we'll never play, all the broken dreams, take everything, just take it away, but they can never have yesterday, they can take the future that we'll never know, they can take the places that we said we will go, all the broken dreams take everything, just take it away, but they can never have yesterday.

You always choose to stay, i should be thankful for everyday, heaven knows what the future holds, or least where the story goes, i never believed until now, i know i'll see you again im sure, no its not selfish to ask for more, one more night one more day one more smile on your face but they cant take yesterday,

[Chorus]
They can take tomorrow and the plans we made, they can take the music that we'll never play, all the broken dreams take everythin, just take it away, but they can never have yesterday, they can take the future that we'll never know, they can take the places that we said we will go, all the broken dreams, take everything, just take it away, but they can never have yesterday.

I thought our days would last forever, but it wasnt our destiny, coz in my mind we had so much time, but i was so wrong, no i can believe me i can still find the strengh in the moments we made im lookin back on yesterday.

[Repeat chorus]

Love her voice! haha.

Last Updated @ Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Monday, October 27, 2008

Thanks for being there whenever i needed someone to talk to. =)
though i know u wun be reading this. haha.
thanks for giving me so many advices.
dont worry, it does make sense to me.
i'll keep them in mind.
and i wont be so silly agn.
well i hope not.
i'll move on. =)

你把我当什么。
你想来就来，想走就走。

Last Updated @ Monday, October 27, 2008

Sunday, October 26, 2008

Life's been a tad busier, filled with all sorts of activities.
which is goood! im not complaining coz it keeps me occupied and not think of other unimportant stuffs.
But the bad thing is i cant find the time to study!
and i have econs test this coming thurs , poa and pbf test the next tues, on the same day!!!
oh man. and i dont wanna do badly for them. i mean if nt wads the pt in taking the test, right?

On a lighter note, i got full marks for stats test! hahaha.
okay well alot of ppl did i think.
coz it was really easy. im nt trying to boast but i mean it really was la if not how can so many ppl get full marks right! haha. it's way easier than jc stats jus more tedious. haha if exam's are gonna be like that then it'll be damn gooood! :D

I ALSO WENT FOR WAKEBOARDING ON FRIDAY!!!
'i think wakeboarding's the coolest thing i've ever done' quoted by bryan.
and i so agree with it man!
i mean the whole experience from it was priceless.
from the fantastic weather. haha coz it wasnt blazing hot.
slightly cloudy and windy.
plus the ride on the speedboat,with wind blowing on ur face,music blasted,waves,great scenery and the shoutings.
PRICELESS!
i never felt so relaxed!
i almost felt like i was in another country.
but have to really thank boon our instructor cum driver and gary for guiding us thru!
boon was really nice! super friendly! haha. and very hip for his age i think! LOL.
able to mingle with us. hahaha.
so if u ever get the chance to wakeboard do try it! coz its really really fun! haha. prolly except for the gulps of saltwater i drank. super gross.
apart from that, everything was great!

Felt like an old woman the next day when i woke up.
I was aching all over! had difficulties squeezing dry my hair, brushing my teeth etc etc.
that was how bad the ache was.
but still, pulled myself to tanjong pagar for a job interview in prudential.
haha yeah ironically prudential.
it's telemarketing that i'll be doin if i get selected. jus nida sell the product then help them bk appointment tts all. and its 8 per hr! only on sats 10am to 2pm.
so i figured maybe i'll try this out first then give tuition later or sth.
interview went pretty smoothly coz the interviewers were pretty jovial ppl. LOL.
but then im nt sure if they wld want me coz mummy's in prudential oso.
so u noe conflict of interests. like they said.

after that went over to telok blangah to listen to a talk by chen ming an.
it was alright. =)
i hope im enlightened. HAHA.

Then today was over at city hall.
fun fun fun!
hahaha alrighty shall end here for now.

Last Updated @ Sunday, October 26, 2008

Thursday, October 23, 2008

Last week was a really busy week! but very fulfiling!
the main highlights of the week was the beach vb competition and the og outing! =)
the beach vb comp was held on sat and so we went over to sentosa on wed to have our rustie training! hahaha. yuppp our team's called rustie. coz we are indeed rusty alr. havent been touching the ball for a looong time!
we managed to play with 2 diff grps of ppl the other day.one was a grp of army guys and the other was a grp of 3. andddd the gal was really really pretty! she looked totally like an ABC but she said she's nt. both parents are pure chinese. anddd she's an air stewardess! damn cool la! she was telling us that she was gonna fly over to new york the nxt day and be back only end of mth. to be able to travel ard..what a blessing it is. haha. anyway she's called regina. really nice person too!
fiona wanted to take a pic with her but we looked damn cui after the game. so didnt. but anyway she left her contact with us so maybe if we ever meet up agn, we'll take the pic tgt! haha!

Then it was on sat, the day of the competition!
It was held at Tanjong beach, the most budget of all. haha.but due to tight funds, no choice. we had to be there at 8.15am! damn early! had to pull myself up at ard 5.30am. plus i had og outing the previous night. really tired.
but the gals brightened up my day! hahaha. made me a tad more awake. =D

introducing 'the beach'. HAHA. (inside joke) but anyway, upon arriving, we were received by this. she was initially wrapped up like a cacoon, in the middle of nowhere, under the blazing sun! like weird rite. then after awhile like this in the middle of nowhere. haha okay i prolly shldnt be saying too much. :/

just before the start of the match! fiona and i.

audrey! my nu shen! hahaha. her serves were damn zai la! nt rusty at all! credits shld all go to her man. i mean we were scoring pts mainly coz of her serves.

anddd bryan! our strategizer. LOL. after he left(he had to leave halfway), we felt really lost.

nice shot!

oh yeahh and we were really lucky to get brandon! fiona's fren's fren. haha. yeahh that far away but yet he was willing to come down and join us! but then agn, he goes to sentosa every sat la but still he was really nice to agree to help us out. =)

after the first 3 matches, we had our lunch break. ON THE TRAM!

fiona's short hand. tsk. HAHA.

opps mine aint that long either. hahaha.

with louis and wayne. =)

me, audrey,shiya and sihan!

with brandon and bryan.

we made it to the quarter finals! but lost. :/ still im happy for us!

yeah! rustie grp shot!

i had loads of fun that day!

like wad a coincidence, the referees were all our vb seniors frm tpjc! haha.

rifdi,eugan,jun loong and adrian.

and louis and brandon were actually poly mates and wayne knows eugan thru army!

wad a small world. haha.

thou there were some happenings but oh well. haha.

after that we went over to carl's junior to satisfy our cravings for beef chilly cheese fries! LOL.

after shiya left with aloy, we decided to head over to bugis to shop!

but didnt get anything. no mood i guess. was sniffing and sneezing throughout after the bath. haha.

before i end this post!

big thanks to bryan,brandon and wayne! =D

Last Updated @ Thursday, October 23, 2008

Another 5 more pic frm louis's fone!
started taking pics by the beach. lol.

candid.

wanna learn how to dig? here's the step by step. hahaha.

say wheeeee! i cant help but say audrey's pose is very funny!!! LOL.

Last Updated @ Thursday, October 23, 2008

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

It's probably all too late to say anything now.
well, i dunno.
precisely because i dunno, is the thing that's bothering me so badly.
living in oblivion.
hard to decipher..
it's getting so tiring..
ur prolly nt gg thru all this shit like i am.
=(((

take everything,just take it all away.

Last Updated @ Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Sunday, October 19, 2008

Some random pics frm FOC camp and bash! which i koped frm everywhere. hahaha.

The camp was held at aloha loyang and my grp was OG 3! Thus our grp colour on that day was yellowwww!

But then was really late by the time i reached there. thing is i thought that the ogls had alr told them why i was gonna be late. so i didnt really bother explaining abt why i was late. haha. so okay nvm.but i just could feel that they were bothered by the fact that i was late. coz as the day went by, one by one(most of them guys thou)came to ask why was i late. HAHA.

But all is cleared now! =)

OG 3!

Getting ready to set off for our games!

But before that we had to design our og flag plus cheer!

the finished product. athena-goddes of wisdom. which explains the book. hahaha.

This was our first challenge! we were supposed to use the strings to balance the tennis ball. So we had to pull the string real tight in order to balance it.

and 2 of the selected individuals were blindfolded! loads of teamwork needed. haha. but fun! coz after the whole thing u'd feel sucha sense of acheivement. LOL.

lowering it down really carefully! if not we have to start all over agn!

nxt station, where we were supposed to prevent the ball from fallin into the holes.

im gonna let the pics do all the talking frm this pt. haha. but these are not all the games we played there's still a lot more but lazy to upload. haha. :/

telematch!

cleaned up and it was time to meet the sp! okay nt face to face but back to back and blindfolded. andd i swear our og made a big hoo ha out of it. the guys pretended to be gays, bar top dancers etc etc. the most absurb things u can think of. and the gals too tried to be funny. HAHA. but it was all out of fun. and anyway it can always be cleared the nxt day. LOL.

THE 2ND DAY!

and we got to meet our SPs and had our 'candlelight dinner'.

my sp, kelvin and i were one of the suay couples made to go up onstage to dance the sp dance infront of everyone! haha! those up there are those who chose their sp wrongly. the guys were suppose to guess who they think their sp (based on the night before's conver.) is before our ogls reveal it.

On the last day.

foc was really fun! so much memories! i feel blessed that shiya and i both got selected for the camp! =)

And then came the bash!

cool right this pic! honestly speaking, this post came abt because of this pic. HAHA. i know quite retarded. hahaha.

That's all for now!

but i still have tons of pics. hahaha.

Last Updated @ Sunday, October 19, 2008