Until Forever.

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WEI SHOOOON!
&
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAMES!

i doubt i'll ever forget james' bday coz it falls on the same day as my bro's!
haha.
i was still thinkin if i shld add kor after james coz yeah we were kors and meis.
which is so sec-schoolish! LOL.and im jus kinda used to putting a kor behind.
but i guess it's time to get over it. hahaha.

anyway, bro's turning 17 alr! how fasttttt!
but sadly, bro konked off even before the clock striked 12. haha i know, how sad.
cant be blamed thou, he's sick plus woke up early for lessons.
BUT thing is his frens actually came over with a cake hoping to give him a surprise.
so at ard 12, the hse phone rang, i picked up the call and realise that it was ek jun(one of bro's gd fren).
he asked for bro but he was alr slping! haha.
damn sad la and i know well enough that once my bro's asleep he will NOT wake up till the nxt day. LOL.
ek jun was like huhhhh ask him to wake up leh, say damn impt and stuff.
but none of it worked.
I was in the meantime gg back and fourth, frm the phone to the room and back.
coz i thought it was kinda bad to say sorry and hang up coz they made the effort to come and even bought the cake, some came frm eslewhere unlike ekjun and julian who stays here. haha.
i was told not to reveal their surprise so it made it that much harder to wake bro up!
So, obviously he didnt. i felt kinda bad. haha. i oso dunno why.
but anyway they came up and left the cake and told me not to let him know till tmr when he receives their sms and then get the surprise.
AWWWS.
i think it's damn sweet la. i mean i nv thought that they'd actually bothered. LOL.
i always had the impression that they were the heck care sort.
so okay im proven wrong now. haha.

But i think they are damn suay. lol.
coz bro's not an early sleeper. today's an exception.
so wasted man. haha.
oh well.

anyway, we're gonna celebrate his bday at tony romas!
gawd knows why, but he just felt like eating it.
haha.
gonna chiong down after sch to suntec. rahhh why mus lessons end at 6.30!

Last Updated @ Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Thursday, November 20, 2008

"Don't dare then let go."

quoted by zhen. haha.
but it made alot of sense. =)

Last Updated @ Thursday, November 20, 2008

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

The econs clique.
they make econs lesson so much more fun.
HAHAHA.

arent you guys flattered? LOL.

awww. =)

that aside, i've been sneezing non-stop ever since i got home! it was pouring earlier and since i dont have the habit of carrying an umbrella ard, i got uber drenched! rahhh. stupid rain. hope the sneezing will stop tmr. I DUN WANNA FALL SICK! =(

"why,what happened?'' and i broke down. i really really hate myself being like that.how long more is this gonna go? i am really tired alr.

Last Updated @ Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Saturday, November 15, 2008

Last Updated @ Saturday, November 15, 2008

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Pictures from the OG outing!
Not all came but most did. =)
we met up for dinner over at the glass house for fish and co.!

the few early birds. haha. there's carolyn,jacinth,me and fiona!

anddd u know wad happens when u've nothing to do. LOL.

the guys. frm left: kenneth,kieran,boon leng,adolphus and wei loong.

the rest finally came!

fiona and i shared new york fish and chips!

we felt like we havent eaten anything after the meal. and so we ordered masula pizza (nt sure it it's spelt like that.). point is the pizza took damn long to come!

we decided to cancel the order and jus minutes after cancelling, we saw a waiter holding a pizza walking towards us. 'masula pizza!' HAHAHA. wah lao we bursted out laughing!

but we didnt take it coz by then we werent that hungry alr. haha.

kieran still said,'maybe u all shld give the waiter ur number to make it up.'

hahaha. super wth.

then i suggested giving kieran's number instead.

coz for all u noe the waiter could be happier! hahaha.

then kieran pushed it to adolphus.

adolphus, not knowing wad was gg on thought we wanted to give his number to an indian!

coz he thought the name of our pizza which we kept talking abt was the name of an indian's.

HAHA damn funny.

he still didnt believe that it was the name of the pizza we ordered until he checked the menu. LOL.

haha. she kept cutting jacinth's face! evidence 1.

evidence 2. LOL.

adolphus,fred (caught gaying. HAHA.) and steph.

ogl and fiona.

group shot 1!

group shot 2!

After dinner, they wanted to have drinks over at timbre but it was damnnnn crowded!

so headed over to CHIJMES instead.

anddd i'll never never drink with an empty stomach agn!

haha gosh i became a lil tipsy jus after a few mouthfuls.

all adolphus's fault la. play wad cai quan. HAHA.

was flushed red.

i created a big joke whilst topping up my ez link card.

haha.

i wanted to put money in the machine even before gg thru the procedures.

fiona was like helping press all the oks while i was trying to slip the money in.

after putting the money in, i immediately took the card out before the thing turned green.

so obviously no top up was made!

but i still asked fiona why like that?

hahaha i was like omg so sorry fiona.

totally didnt know wad i was doing!

HAHA.

after that adolphus accompanied us back. =)

so lesson learnt.

well actually i do know that one will get drunk faster with an empty stomach.

but i didnt expect it to be that fast.

hahaha.

okay maybe it's me.

bad drinker! LOL.

Last Updated @ Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Monday, November 10, 2008

I PASSED MY BTT!
happy happy happy!
i was still soooo afraid i'd fail coz i only started studyin on sat and the test was today!
but thank goodness all went well and i passed!
the website shiya gave saved my life. hahaha.
thanks gal! =)

I CANT WAIT TO REALLY DRIVE!

and to all, dont worry i'll be fine.
i promise. =)
ur right.
life's too short.
mulling over such things is jus a waste of time. =)

Last Updated @ Monday, November 10, 2008

Saturday, November 08, 2008

I am the dumbest girl alive right now.

i tried holding back the tears.
but i failed.
gawd noes why am i being like that.
i feel so weird and dumb.
oh boy,this cant go on anymore.
it's really tiring.
how i'd wish i could jus let it all out.
but i figure that it wldnt make a difference.
knowing sth new each day, kills.

Last Updated @ Saturday, November 08, 2008

Monday, November 03, 2008

and it's prolly coz i do not know what's on ur mind anymore.
and im tired of it.
tired of ur games.
tired with whatever esle u have in mind.
tired tired tired.
u got know idea how much shit u've given me, no u dont.

what im saying is, u win.
wadeva game u were trying to play or not.
u win.
happy now?

Last Updated @ Monday, November 03, 2008

Saturday, November 01, 2008

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY DEAREST KELI!!! >3

It's getting difficult, so so difficult. :((
i have so much in mind.
so much to say.
but yet im afraid to voice it all out.
im afraid to know the truth. =(
then agn, that's the only way to allow myself to move on.
i cant.
cant bring myself to.
it's just so difficult.
not as easy as you said.

i know i lied.
im getting my deserts for that.
i need closure.

but doubt i'll get any.
because im sucha coward.
and so im gonna move on, get myself out of this vicious cycle.
i'll let nature take it's course. =)

i'll be jus fine. =)

Last Updated @ Saturday, November 01, 2008